I notice that I am changing. Partly, I am maturing well into my thirties physically and mentally, but the main change I feel is the slowing down of the spiritual growth I have had in the beginning of my YTT(Yoga Teacher Training) days. The momentum is diminished, if not regressing. I feel that I drifted away from the Truth. It's always been there, but I often forget to notice. As I am typing this, I notice that I want to start listing all these excuses, but soon realize that in the end, it's really no use. Time for reflection and keeping the faith. Every fruatration felt is a lesson and a reminder of my imperfections. I want to be generous, forgiving, and loving - To myself and to others. I hear the voice in my head: All will be okay. Aum...shanti... Shanti...Shanti...